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I occasionally fall into that trap, too. I think I might be there at the moment because I seem to be spinning a few plates and my body is buzzing. But when I pay close attention, I can slow it down so the energy is less frenetic ✨

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The fact I’m online and scrolling at this hour is quite telling 😅

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Yes! it can sometimes be a little sneaky this underlying urgency ;) for me it’s a build up of lots of small actions that add onto each other over time. Love that you can track the rise and fall of the frenetic energy ❤️

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I’ve definitely been unlearning urgency… well trying to anyway. This summer has shown me just how much more settled I feel, and how much more joy I can experience, when I slow down. But I still feel like I have to practice it everyday. I feel like as I’m getting older my body physically cannot go at the same pace it used to and it shows me in so many more obvious ways that I simply HAVE to slow… it’s been a lot of acceptance but I genuinely do feel more content and more aligned in myself as I start to change my pace. I feel like when I rush my soul feels like it can’t keep up and I lose myself… so steadying my pace helps me to stay connected to my whole self and I find in this season of my life I am less prepared to sacrifice my self for the sake of pushing and forcing and moving quickly. I’m really hoping I can maintain a bit of this slower pace as things shift this season and school begins. I will remember these words as an anchor. Thank you xxx

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Ahh thankyou Lauren, your reflections really resonate with me, I'm noticing the little bit of extra tension around my shoulders even as I type and think about the change in rhythm we're about to experience, I feel acceptance for it too and know it'll always be there and in some ways a little tension is needed - it acts like the fuel to our endeavours and plans. But there's always room to come back to centre, to notice when the rush or the force tips into 'too much' - I'm with you exploring the slower pace and weaving it into the new season ❤️ xx

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